Candle in the Wind

A short note to thank to all my teachers, lecturers, instructors, tutors, professors...

Mu‘allim …
Thank you for introduced me to A.B.C.
Thank you for introduced me to 1.2.3.
Thank you for introduced me to ا.ب.ت
Thank you for taught me to spell words
Thank you for taught me to count numbers
Thank you for taught me to write and read
Thank you for taught me to recite al-Quran & Hadith

Mu‘addib…
The person who…
Educated me to be a good human being
Educated me to be a good Muslim
Disciplined me to have a good character
Disciplined me to have an ideal personality
Developed me to be a successful person
Developed me to be a great individual

Murabbi…
May Allah SWT…
Rewards all of you with the best rewards
Grants all of you with kindness in this world and in the hereafter
Bestows all of you with al-jannah
Thank you…teacher.

Tilmizatukum,
an-Nuri

Queen of My Heart

Thank You for…
Your smiles that relieve me
Your words that encourage me
Your personality that inspire me
Your cares that enliven me
Your loves that comfort me
Your worries that soothe me
Your stories that cheer me

Thank You for…
Listen to me with patience
Educate me with tolerance
Raise me with endurance
Loving me endless
Pray for me continuous
Treat me with kindness
Care for me with gentleness
Indeed…
You are strong in mind
You are lovely and kind
You are soft in heart
You are warm inside
You are great but wonderful
You are tender but powerful
Because…
The hand who sway the cradle
Is the hand who will shake the world

Indeed…
To obey you is an obligation
To respect you is a compulsion
To love you is a dedication
To do good for you is an ibadah in religion
Allah and His Prophet ask me to honour you
To converse with nice and gentle words upon you
To take care and stay close to you
To look after and pray for you
Al-jannah tahta aqdam ummahat

Mom…
You’re my bright sunshine
Shining your warm loves with fine
You’re my full moonlight in the dark night
Enlightening my life and holding my hand with tight
You’re my rainfall in the morning
Showering me with blesses in your praying
You’re my evening rainbow
Colouring and cheering my life from sorrow

Mom…
You’re the rose among the thorns (thanks fatin for this word ;-))
You’re the diamond in the sandy beach
You’re the pearl in the bottom of deep sea
Precious and priceless
Forever and everlasting
Irreplaceable and eternal.

Thank You Allah for my mother… Jazakillahu khayrol jaza’.

Dedicated this poem for my beloved bonda Rahmah bt. Abdullah. Happy Mother’s Day!!!

Love,
AnNuri

I Love A.B.C & 1.2.3

Assalamualaykum and hi everyone!

My name is Muhammad Miqhael (pronounce Mikail) Amnie b. Mohd. Firdaus. A bit long, but just called me Miqhael (Most people call me ka-el. Mama calls me adik sometimes, but cik noni always call me ucuk!!!). I am 4 years old. I was born on April 6^th 2007 (Mama, am I right?). I am the only child and I don’t have any sibling yet!!! I wish I will get one very soon (Please mama!!!). Papa is working at Kuala Lumpur and Mama is working in Muar, Johor.

My hobby is watching cartoons, singing, drawing, reading, playing games, running and disturbing mama (the most interesting)… hehehe!!! My favorite cartoon is Upin & Ipin, my favorite song is A.B.C and 1.2.3. Every school break, I will go back to rumah atok at Pontian, Johor I have many friends at rumah atok. My best friends are Sumayyah, Aliah, Ainul, Afif, Ibrahim, Nawfal, Shuaib, Yusuf and many more (not forgotten azie, ciknoni and ceqwa).

i love mama and papa and i love all the people who love me. okay, see ya!!!

Love,

Kail Amnie...

An Evening with A Friend

Yesterday, we both met on this green meadow
Where the colorful marigold growing up row by row
Sitting side by side under the shady tree of willow
We shared the story of happiness, pain and sorrowWe had joy watching out the evening rainbow
Counting together the seven colors red, blue, green, orange, indigo, purple and yellow
We had fun looking at the bunch of ripen berries eaten by sparrow
Throwing stones into the blue lake on our own shadowWishing our dreams come true, the dandelion seeds we blow
We enjoyed too much till we forgot the moon had opened up the window
Before we left we promised to meet again tomorrow
And I wished the morning will arrive soon before I put my head on my pillowToday, you are not with me chewing our favorite marshmallow
The time passing had parted me from my good fellow
You left me with your smile and tears shedding like a river flow
We left our childhood because we have our own path to followDear friends! Thank you for your warm and kind friendship. May Allah SWT preserves and protects all of you wherever and whenever you are.

When your heart feels uneasy...

There are times we feel uneasy in heart
There are times we feel empty inside
There are times we feel so stress
There are times we feel so depress
There are times we have too much worries
And there are times we have lots of uncertainties

There are days we feel lonely
There are days we feel guilty
There are days we feel messy
There are days we feel unhappy
And there are days we feel gloomy

Then
Repent to Allah from all sins
Istighfar a lot to be soul clean
Seek forgiveness from Allah for what we forget
For all the past mistakes we did, we regret
Seek forgiveness from Allah for all wrong doing
Then, ask from Allah His blessings

Do as much as goodness
Forbid the evilness
Have strong faith in Allah and His Prophet steadfastly
Hold al-Quran in your life firmly
Enliven the Prophet Sunnah
To be a great ummah
Practices ad-deen everyday
May happiness will be yours always

O Allah!
I do not deserve for Your blessings of Jannah
Nor I have the strength to withstand Your torment of hellfire
Thus, Accept my Tawbah and grant me forgiveness for all my sins
Verily You are the Forgiver of great sins

الهي لست للفردوس اهلا
ولا أقوى على نار الجحيم
فهب لي توبة واغفر ذنوبي
فإنك غافر الذنب العظيم

~only bad girl suffers~

As promised, i met Prof this morning to show my corrected paper. He read it and he kept silent. Then he told me that he disagree with my framework of analysis and he asked me to do some changes. He gave me two options for me to choose. The easier or the harder tasks. I asked for his suggestion, but then he answered me to do the difficult task.

Then, he tried to motivate me by telling that, "You're a good girl!"

Before i left his room, i told him that "i'm suffering in writing this thesis". He then answered me, "No! You're not suffering! You're a good girl. Only bad girl suffers". Prof., thank you for your words. I know you're really a good teacher, a good father and a good mother for us. May Allah SWT bless you.

No cries,

No tears,

No stresses,

No laziness,

No hopeless,

No suffers,

Only bad girl suffers.

الحمد لله على كل حال

All praises to Allah in every circumstances and matters. Alhamdulillah, after performed asr prayer just now, i feel relax and calm. Sitting in the mosque, really makes my heart calm. Alhamdulillah, it's so nice to have this kind of feeling. Indeed, "busy life makes prayer harder, but prayer makes busy life easier". My secondary school teacher once told us, "Calmness is the First Victory". And i can feel it when i have lots of pressure in my life. Be calm!!! Sure you can solve your problems by the permission of Allah. And the calmness can be gained through remembrance of Allah. InshaAllah. For every problem, there will be solution. May Allah helps all of us. By the way, i have promised to meet my honored Professor tomorrow morning regarding my thesis progress. I shall stop now... maas salamah wa ilal liqa'...

p/s: Smile to cure your heartache, smile to be happy, smile to solve your problem, smile to give sadaqah, no matter how big the test come to you just smile in life... ibtaseem daeeman (^___^)