An Evening with A Friend

Yesterday, we both met on this green meadow
Where the colorful marigold growing up row by row
Sitting side by side under the shady tree of willow
We shared the story of happiness, pain and sorrowWe had joy watching out the evening rainbow
Counting together the seven colors red, blue, green, orange, indigo, purple and yellow
We had fun looking at the bunch of ripen berries eaten by sparrow
Throwing stones into the blue lake on our own shadowWishing our dreams come true, the dandelion seeds we blow
We enjoyed too much till we forgot the moon had opened up the window
Before we left we promised to meet again tomorrow
And I wished the morning will arrive soon before I put my head on my pillowToday, you are not with me chewing our favorite marshmallow
The time passing had parted me from my good fellow
You left me with your smile and tears shedding like a river flow
We left our childhood because we have our own path to followDear friends! Thank you for your warm and kind friendship. May Allah SWT preserves and protects all of you wherever and whenever you are.

When your heart feels uneasy...

There are times we feel uneasy in heart
There are times we feel empty inside
There are times we feel so stress
There are times we feel so depress
There are times we have too much worries
And there are times we have lots of uncertainties

There are days we feel lonely
There are days we feel guilty
There are days we feel messy
There are days we feel unhappy
And there are days we feel gloomy

Then
Repent to Allah from all sins
Istighfar a lot to be soul clean
Seek forgiveness from Allah for what we forget
For all the past mistakes we did, we regret
Seek forgiveness from Allah for all wrong doing
Then, ask from Allah His blessings

Do as much as goodness
Forbid the evilness
Have strong faith in Allah and His Prophet steadfastly
Hold al-Quran in your life firmly
Enliven the Prophet Sunnah
To be a great ummah
Practices ad-deen everyday
May happiness will be yours always

O Allah!
I do not deserve for Your blessings of Jannah
Nor I have the strength to withstand Your torment of hellfire
Thus, Accept my Tawbah and grant me forgiveness for all my sins
Verily You are the Forgiver of great sins

الهي لست للفردوس اهلا
ولا أقوى على نار الجحيم
فهب لي توبة واغفر ذنوبي
فإنك غافر الذنب العظيم

~only bad girl suffers~

As promised, i met Prof this morning to show my corrected paper. He read it and he kept silent. Then he told me that he disagree with my framework of analysis and he asked me to do some changes. He gave me two options for me to choose. The easier or the harder tasks. I asked for his suggestion, but then he answered me to do the difficult task.

Then, he tried to motivate me by telling that, "You're a good girl!"

Before i left his room, i told him that "i'm suffering in writing this thesis". He then answered me, "No! You're not suffering! You're a good girl. Only bad girl suffers". Prof., thank you for your words. I know you're really a good teacher, a good father and a good mother for us. May Allah SWT bless you.

No cries,

No tears,

No stresses,

No laziness,

No hopeless,

No suffers,

Only bad girl suffers.

الحمد لله على كل حال

All praises to Allah in every circumstances and matters. Alhamdulillah, after performed asr prayer just now, i feel relax and calm. Sitting in the mosque, really makes my heart calm. Alhamdulillah, it's so nice to have this kind of feeling. Indeed, "busy life makes prayer harder, but prayer makes busy life easier". My secondary school teacher once told us, "Calmness is the First Victory". And i can feel it when i have lots of pressure in my life. Be calm!!! Sure you can solve your problems by the permission of Allah. And the calmness can be gained through remembrance of Allah. InshaAllah. For every problem, there will be solution. May Allah helps all of us. By the way, i have promised to meet my honored Professor tomorrow morning regarding my thesis progress. I shall stop now... maas salamah wa ilal liqa'...

p/s: Smile to cure your heartache, smile to be happy, smile to solve your problem, smile to give sadaqah, no matter how big the test come to you just smile in life... ibtaseem daeeman (^___^)

Never turn back and move forward...

The River is flowing
The Sea is waving
The Wind is blowing
The Sun is shining
The Seed is growing
The Rain is showering
The Season is changing
The Time is moving
The Moment is passing There will be day after night
There will be night after day
There will be sunshine after raining
There will be raining after drought
There will be joys after sorrow
There will be test after happiness
There will be easiness after hardship
There will be rewards after hard works Do not lose hope
Do not give up
Do not surrender before fight
Work hard for your dreams
Work hard for your goals
Work hard for your missions
Work hard for your ambitions
Because, Life is short,
Don't make it shorter...

May Allah SWT bless all our efforts!!!

THINK U CAN DO... SURE U CAN DO

i almost lost my motivation in writing my research paper.... i've been criticized and my paper has been rejected so many times... i was very sad and depressed... but then i was thinking that, this is a learning process... better i've been criticized for what i know, rather than i've been praised for what i do not know... today, i remember a song which was very popular during my childhood. i am impressed with the song's lyrics. i believed most of us still remember this song:

Jika kau fikirkan kau boleh
kau pasti boleh melakukan
jika kau fikirkan ragu-ragu
usahamu tidak menentu
jika kau fikirkan kekalahan
kau hampiri kegagalan
jika kau fikirkan kemenangan
kau hampiri kejayaan
engkaulah apa kau fikirkan
terkandung dalam pemikiran
berfikir boleh melakukan
fikirkan boleh!!!
percaya apa kau lakukan
tabah apa kau usahakan
bertindak atas kemampuan
engkau boleh!!!

So, for all my friends who are facing the difficulties, have confident in ourselves. InshaAllah we THINK WE CAN DO, SURE WE CAN DO... be positive all the times and don't lose hope from Allah's mercies... so, let all of us FIGHTING and STRUGGLING for our goals... WE CAN DO!!!

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