i don't want to cry...

i don't want to cry...
i don't want people to know that i'm crying...
i don't want to be weak in front of people...
i don't want to lose in challenging with my own self...
i don't want to give up before fight...
i don't want to lose hope from His mercies...

i want to smile all the time...
i want people to know that i'm smiling...
i want to be strong in front of people...
i want to success in challenging with my own self...
i want to try hard before surrender...
i want to trust and hope for His mercies...

Hasbiya Allahu ni'mal wakeel, ni'mal mawla wa ni'man naseer...